Friday, December 4, 2009

I feel like I am going to loose my head...

That's right you finally read what I am thinking about myself. Take a privileged seat and please have ears to hear...I know God is in control I really do i suppose that is why I feel as if I have no control whatsoever about what is going on. We have to move before Christmas so we are house hunting tomorrow. I had a most unpleasant run in with our *current* land lady yesterday. I informed her that we had no money to pay for rent in December that we needed all the money we have to move. (yay for me I told the truth) well, it got ugly. The deposit is not to be considered a payment for rent, but it also says in the lease that she holds the deposit until all debts are settled. Well there you have it...she already has my money. I am not paying this woman another dime! She orally promised me to have the windows fixed while we were living here. That is why we agreed to move in the home in the first place. They were not fixed, gang we are talking about holes in the glass broken windows, shattered windows and there are way more than a couple that are broken. We have put a double layer of thick plastic over most of the windows to try to keep the heat in the house. We were also told the stove top would be fixed, guess what it isn't. One knob on one burner and the other knobs went unreplaced. Oh wait I was promised front door copies of the key I never got the Front door key so we have had to use the side door. I bet the university would not be happy if they found out the condition the home is in that she is renting to Foreign Exchange Students...Maybe she will just let me move out instead of mess with my family further...I am sure she would not want me to tell this all to her and to the proper channels.
I have to get Alex to his Pedi Ortho on Monday and I pray that it will not cost too much as it will be eating into the moving money...what a lovely life we live. On the good side Marc gets paid two days before Christmas. I am sad to be honest...a poor lil fake 1 ft tall tree for Christmas decorating in the middle of the house. I guess it is a good thing. Have you ever had those days where you wonder if you were really suppose to live this life anymore?

1 comment:

  1. Hun, we've all been where you are...one year, before we had Sully & Tucker, and a long string of events led to me working part time hours only and Bobby with no job at all, we had no tree and no presents. I strung lights up around the windows and we sat & either watched Christmas movies or listened to Christmas music. It was probably sad & pathetic by some peeps view, but honestly, we were able to focus on the truth of Christmas and the very real blessings we did have instead of what we were lacking. I was thankful that my oldest son was in California with his dad, though, lol. God is faithful and He will take care of you, and in the process, you'll learn something He's wanting to teach you about. Be encouraged, and know that I'm praying for your family as well as my own :)

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